Destructively Prepared - by Erik Smith
In
to the point where I don't care
My love life can't go anywhere
I might as well not focus there
My mental pictures fractured everywhere no longer care
Prepared to try and leave
Release myself back into the proofed injection
Engulf myself with the dizzy protection
Observe myself in a staggered dissection
Hope to end myself to a laughing procession
Prepared to disappear
Won't go back into the realm of inhaled exhilaration
Won't turn my back on that promised masturbation
Can't stop myself not caring to observe deceleration
Blocking back my morals into a fucked moral constipation
Debating on whether or not to mix proof with medication
Fuck everything in this better era
Ready to destroy myself in slashing hysteria
Screaming inside want to end my life
At a loss but on the edge of despair
Ready for my love's prosecution
But heading towards uncaring expelation
