Frantic Visions of Disaster - by Erik Smith

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My fucking idiotic self
In love with impossibility
Feeling like a fucking rat
Fucking up reality

Screw everything
Fuck it all
Just go screw and fuck it all
Just like mental suicide
Don't care about myself

Feelings over another's life
Never to be a part of
Nothing I can fucking do
It's all my fucking fault

Want to die not suicide
Want to run away and hide
Find a bitch and get inside
Burn and fuck away my pride

Only escape I've found
Self-destruction by the pound
Pound my soul into the ground
Leave my conscience tied and bound

I'll feel guilty
don't give a fuck
I've had enough
don't give a fuck
Destroy myself
don't give a fuck
Don't have a chance for what I want
Don't give a fuck about myself anymore

 

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