Mind Lost - by Erik Smith
I
used to think I knew you so well
I used to believe we'll always be
I used to think we actually had a chance
We used to get along like blood
Now I don't know if you even want to live anymore
And I know I would rather be dead
But I still want us to be happy forever
I'm several moments from the end of it all
So how do I know how to handle this
Where do we go from here
And should we do this together
Do we have a choice
I don't believe in good-bye
I want only what I cannot have
This seems a harsh constant story
I feel for one who can't feel back
I thrive in her moving glory
I wanted my first to be an album that mattered
But then I woke up and saw all my dreams shattered
