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Once learning that there is a viable way to produce vocals using AI, it was off to the races. Literally decades of work on two separate projects, "The River of Piss" and "God is Void", both conceptually birthed back in the 90s, have been fleshed out, written, rewritten, audio produced and discarded, over and over in failing waves. "The Death of it All" was the core scraps of demos that were evolving into "The River of Piss."
Concepts for both albums ended up complimenting each other. TROP is an inward looking painful ride from my years of partying with underlying depression, expanding into uncontrolled depression, and the end being suicide. Though clearly that end was avoided in real life, I explored it in writing a lot. GIV is outward facing, looking at troubles with the concept of "God" and observing the chaos Law Enforcement and government brings, along with war and other aspects of life.
My problem when I got those built up and solidified was I had no path to get from the end of the world back to the beginning of TROP. I've been reading a lot of books surrounding the afterlife, DMT/Ayahuasca, near death experiences, astral projection, remote viewing, on and on. This lead me to the concept of another instrumental album. The idea is presented in the names, things that cannot be expressed in words.
The bonus was an accident - the end of GIV happens to be an instrumental that I didn't intend to exist. Came about fucking around with what I was using for transition audio. Naming it as such, it can be interpreted in multiple ways to make GIV wrap as an album, wrap around back to the beginning of TROP to make those two one solid, or continue on to the self titled non-local themed record. TROP, also, with the opening and closing tracks named as they are, can arguably loop as a single album as well. Thus the 3 being released separately, and as a whole.
My proudest point on all of it comes in TROP. I've always thought how great it would be for a concept album to have sound layers begin at pivotal points of the album and continue through to the conclusion towards the end. I thought it really would be the pinnacle of concept albums. I've tried over the decades to figure out a way to sonically make that a reality without being too intrusive, and still sounding interesting. I finally figured out a way to do it and executed it on TROP. So there will be 2 versions of the album. Normal release, and one tagged (quiet). A nod to what NIN has done, but also unique as honestly some of the quiet versions NIN has put out I can't honestly tell too dramatically of a difference. <3 NIN but honestly, I'm a bit retarded.
That being said, there will also be instrumental versions of both TROP and GIV. Also it seems obvious that I will need to have 2 versions of the instrumental as well for the threading. This results in all the versions listed in the discography.
Originally I wanted the full COLLECTION version to be released on Halloween. Things haven't run smoothly and at this point I am not sure that's going to happen. I paid for it to, but you know. Problems with DITTO MUSIC per usual. At worst, a few versions of the full stand-alone albums will come out on 11-NOV-2026. COLLECTION might as well, but I'm holding hope that it gets published on or before Halloween.
There are a handfull of you who I know have stuck around over the long silence, and I hope this makes up for it. And regarding the AI vocals - You can go fuck yourself if you have complaints. I've auditioned literally hundreds of vocalists, I've had conversation with probably over a thousand, and nothing has panned out that wouldn't require me to come up with many thousands of dollars, probably the price of a house, to pay for all the time from people who charge to get this done the way I would want it to get done. Now that I can do it with programming AI instead of programming the battery of other software I use anyway, I'm fucking doing that.
I've been getting shit talked to me from the beginning. Real musicians don't use drum machines. Real musicians don't create things with a sequencer. Real musicians don't use samples to begin with. Real musicians don't use MIDI or keyboards. I'm probably forgetting a dozen other things I've heard. Real musicians don't use image to audio generators to make strange noise for layers in music. There's a huge list. And fuck you again. Fuck you. I use the tools I can find.












